Can't stop crying...

My holiday started in such a wonderful way yesterday! (Well Saturday, by the time I've written this all out it'll be Monday!)

My boyfriend is a role player / cosplayer. He's in a cosplay group called "Scarey Knights" and on Saturday they were wandering around Plymouth dressed up.

Now I don't care, I love that he dresses up I think it is cute and I love him to pieces and trust him.

What hurt me was that he did a photo shoot with a zombie bride and he's kind of lied to me about it all!

Basically my mum and someone else told me that they saw them holding hands. When I asked if he had been holding her hand he said no other than one photo shoot.

Fair enough.

The photos were loaded today, he wasn't JUST holding her hand he was proposing to her. And they were hugging. And she was grabbing hold to his mid section.

Now I was angry as I felt I gave him the option to tell me the truth yesterday and he kinda lied.

So we had ANOTHER talk about it today and he asked the people to take down the photos.

They didn't and the girl who uploaded them in the first place had a hissy fit about it all and instead of simply pressing delete has decided she's taking a break from Facebook.

But that isn't the bit that has me in tears right now.

What is making me cry at this moment is the fact he admitted after he realized one way or the other I'd see these photos that it wasn't just a spur of the moment thing, after they did those pictures they actually went to a registry office and took some more.

I can not be the only human being in the human race that can see how that would upset a girlfriend?

Am I a total bitch for being upset about it?

I'm at work, working with a guy who has been picking on me since April to come home to messages telling me my boyfriend has spent the day walking around town holding hands with someone. Now on the internet there will be photos of him and her circulating looking like they are actually a couple.

Yeah I might be over reacting a tiny little, ittle bit, but I do have a point!

I don't know this women, I wasn't there, he didn't tell me until he HAD to tell me and now he is making me feel like the bad guy.

Any help would be appreciated!